Sunday, February 23, 2014

Chapter 6

Sorry for the late post<3, happy late valentines day cuties<33!! 
I've got lots of ideas on my next story! I'm waaaayyy reallyyy exited!!!

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Previously:

How nice is that from her:(
I replied to her and slept..
 
Next morning I woke up and found that Johara sent me an image..
 
Me: OH MY GOD THIS ISNT HAPPENING!!!!

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I never thought this would happen. 
I never wanted this to happen. 

Johara got cancer.
That image was a medical paper saying that she has cancer.

Me: you're kidding me right?!
Johara: y3ni shayfatu fun?:)
Me: la wallah I didn't mean it bs keeeff?!?!
Johara: I have no idea. 
Me: where are you?!
Johara: xx hospital
Me: I'm on my way! 
Johara: la don't come. I don't need any of you.
Me: whyyy? Bs ana! 
Johara: okay..

I arrived to the hospital and asked for her room number and went. I never seen johara's face that pale. Weak. Really weak.
We sat together and talked a bit but I needed to go back home to prepare my bag, because I'm coming back to America. Faisal texted me to meet each other and I accepted. His way of talking was weird. His questions are more weird.. I need to know what's wrong.. I asked..

Me: babe? May I ask you?
Faisal: umm sure?
Me: can you tell me what's going on?
Faisal: nothing?!
Me: no! Please tell me.. Y3ni your way of talking.. It's like you're investigating with me!
Faisal: alright! You wanna know?!
Me: of course yes!
Faisal: a'3aar!
Me: t'3aar mn esh?:|
Faisal: you'll be mixed with men! T7akeenhom w tdrsi m3hom w kl shy! Mabi a7ad ygrb mnk ella ana! W law sama7 Allah e7tjti shy ma abi hom ykonon awal option! Abi akoon Ana m3k! I would travel the world just to be close to you! I'm really jealous! 

I can see the jealousy in his eyes.. It feels like a fire is talking to me! He was really mad, he almost ate me. I need to turn that fire off. But how? Let me try my techniques..

Me: don't you trust me?
Faisal: I do!
Me: y3ni you're thinking I may be sleeping with them or something? I don't! Esh shayfni? Ra5ee9a? Okay, let's say I am doing stuff with them..

HOLY SHIT NOT THAT. 

Me:.. Bs 6ab3an I'm not! 
Faisal: samaher.. Just admit it..
Me: Faisal wallah I don't! 

Then he suddenly left! 

What have I just done.
I'm stupid.
I should've changed the conversation.
Now how will I get his trust back!

I kept texting him and calling and he keeps ignoring.
Actually.. For five minutes he kept ignoring, but then he answered my last call,

Faisal-sad tone-: baby I'm sorry I didn't mean it.. Mn 7gk tz3li.. I'm really sorry..
Me: awww 3adi, aham shy you're okay?
Faisal: eewa<3
Me: ha4a elm6loob<3
Faisal-tired tone-: uuuuuuggghh ma tdreeen gd aysh a7bk ya samaher! A7bk ya bnt elnaas!!
Me-shy tone-: shut up! Ast7i:$! Bye!:$
Faisal: m3 alsalama<3 

Uughh cuuutttee:$! 
Bs still shayla ham johara..
Anyways, I packed up and directly went to the airport with Noura<3
While we were chitchating;)!

Noura: did you invite someone over?
Me: n3m?
Noura: glti l27d yji m3na?!
Me: NO?!
Noura: look who's standing beside Starbucks.

I turned and saw Faisal!:) what the heck brought him here! 

-whatsapp-
Me: heeeyy love perhaps we will be off, where are you? 
-2 minutes later-
Faisal: hiiii sweetie I'm out with my friends at Java time, when will you takeoff?
Me: check it beside your seat number.
Faisal: what are you talking about?;p 
Me: you know exactly what I mean.
Faisal: baby I didn't get you?
Me: why are you here:)? 
Faisal: where?
Me: at the airport Faisal!
Faisal:.. 

GUESSS!!!
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Saturday, February 1, 2014

Chapter 5

Hi my prettiest readers<3,
you don't know how much I need your supports and comments, a7taj 7amas eni aktb long chapters, I need more readers and silent readers to appear, be more active on ask.fm, I beg you!
much love,

enjoy<3

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Previously:

They seem the cutest!!:(
I wasn't that shy actually.. I was a bit hyper, talking to that and this. But the problem is..Nouf seems disliking me..
 
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but I knew its all about her being jealous that her brother is getting married, or she had a fight with Faisal.. perhaps she hates welcoming unknown people to their house or between their family. its a bit complicated but she'll go through it and pass it safely. I wont be mad at her or something. maybe she's scared.. but ill try as hard as I can to show her the opposite of her thinking.
 
the dinner was delicious, it was the time to come back home,
 
me: r7 trj3ni right?;$
faisal: 6b3an!
 
faisal brought me back and everything was okay.
 
- three weeks passed-
 
Fai: yalllaaaahh yallaahh nnzll!!!!
me: laaaaaa 5ayfaaa!!!
fai: y3ni btg3deen?:)
me: la bs mdri 5ayfaa:(!!!!!!!
 
fai pulled me in front of the stairs and went. there was everybody. close friends and family. faisal, and everyone.
I almost cried. then stopped cause my girls were waving;") tears of joy filled mom's, dad's, faisal's, friends' and my eyes..
the day passed as a normal melka..
 
that day was the day I've been afraid of..
the day me leaving the house..
the day I'm not daddy's little girl anymore..
the day another man owns me..
 
checked my phone and saw that Johara sent me a message..:
 
Dear Samaher,
 
I'll always be here through thick and thin.
Whenever you'll come to me, I'll listen.
I'm your friend, I won't push you away.
When you need a hug, my arms are wide open.
When you need to talk, I have an open ear.
You're growing up and getting older.
Know that I'm always here, I'm not going anywhere.
Wherever you are, I'm there with you.
You're in my heart and prayers.
Just know I'm here, 'cause I care.
You're my sister, you mean so much to me.
Don't want to see you hurt or cry.
I'll wipe the tears, I'll get rid of your fears.
Want to see you grow up and achieve.
Just believe, have faith.
You can do anything.
You're beautiful inside and out.
You're smart and very talented.
You're many things, but most of all,
You're my sister.
I believe in you,
And know that I'll never stop loving you.
 
To me you are an angel in disguise.
Full of intuition, intelligence, and wise.
Always giving and helping through good times and bad.
You are the best friend I've ever had.
If I had one wish it would surely be,
To give you as much as you've given me.
You've been my sunshine in so many ways.
Through trials and tests, right by me you stood,
And gave me your hand whenever you could.
Thank you so much my sister, my friend,
My gratitude for you has no end.
 
It may be the last message I send it to you,
Only god knows when I'll leave you.
Wanted to write my heart out,
Wanted you to know what's going through my heart.
You don't know how much I love you.<3
 
 
How nice is that from her:(
I replied to her and slept..
 
Next morning I woke up and found that Johara sent me an image..
 
Me: OH MY GOD THIS ISNT HAPPENING!!!!
 
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