Chapter 4

previously:

Me:
faisal ana bel hospital 3ashan baba:"(!
Faisal:
hhaahh?? keeeff? shloon??weeen???
Me:
xx hospital:"(!!!!!
Faisal:
 jaaaay el7eeen!!!

so after 11 minutes he came, and I told him everything! the doctor came,

Doctor:
..

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Doctor: ana assef agool lkom ha4a el5br.. elmaree'6 r7 yg3d esbo3en belkther hena. fa ela7san trj3o elbeet.

mskt mom 3ashan ma tflm.

Faisal: shukran doctor..
Mom: ana brj3 elbeet..
Me: eewa bykon a7san.
Mom: w entu e3mlu ta7alel dm b3den erj3u

:)!

Faisal: ee!
Me: 6yb:(

so mom went alone back home with the driver and I stayed with faisal, okay. im the type elli mara a5aaf min el needles.

Faisal: tsaween awal?
Me: no ent:(

he entered first and I started saying ad3eya and everything:(!!
when he got out,

Faisal: yalla your turn
Me: huh? la mabi:(!
Faisal: yalla tara asheelk=))
Me: you cant:)
Faisal: elsalfa t7di?
Me: ammmmzzzzzz77777:(

I entered,

Nurse: yallaa habibi
Me: -.-
Nurse: open your haaaaaaaaaaanndddd hold dis 88ooorraaa
Me: I guess you know that Im not a kid right?
Nurse: your piance say you are pi kooopp

ahahaha faisal:(!!! she gave me a ball so that I squeeze it and my blood goes into that thingy.
30 seconds and I felt bad. I wasn't feeling well.
she did her job then suddenly I woke up and faisal was holding my hand! I moved it away,

Me: uuumm aish 9aar?..
Faisal: d5ti..

kan mask '67kto-.-!

Me: ohh..
Faisal: yalla gomi 5l9na, bt6l3 elta7aleel b3d 3 ayaam.. fa'6ya al7een?
Me: ummm eewa I guess.. why?
Faisal: e4a 3adi 3ndik.. n6l3
Me: sure bs awal rj3ni abdl w n6l3;(

we went back to my home,
washed my face, applied simple makeup and wore:

longchamp bag:

heel:

fashionista much?:3
I entered his car,

Faisal: ween wdik nroo7?
Me: ay makaan:$

we went to a restaurant 3indhom very delicious food!! tmsheenaa, ate ice-cream, singed and we had so much fun!!! it was 11PM..

-phone call-
Me: ahleeenn:$
Mama: erj33i bsr3a!!
Me: aysh 9aar b3d?!
Mama: meen sama7 lk tg3deen barra lamma 11!
Me - whispering-: ana mani bzr.
mama: e4a ma rj3ti mu a7sn lk:)!
Me: who cares?:) btfrg hena wella America?:)
Mama: yaa..

sakart 3ala wajhaha:)

Faisal: ma kanat ttklm lamma sakarti?
Me: ella:)
Faisal: mu '3ala6?
Me: ella:)
Faisal: will you apologize?
Me: la:)
Faisal: leeh?
Me: shayfatni bzr arj3 11??
Faisal: she cares about you 6yb
Me: law enni barra ma darat 3ni.
Faisal: 7ta law ki4a wella ki4a heya ommik
Me: please '3yr elmaw'6oo33 huff;c
Faisal: promise me r7 ttasfi?
Me: 5alaa9 6yb;c!

w9lni home w I went straight to my room.
next morning I woke up at 9AM

-incoming call-

Me: hello?
..: 999abbbbaa7 yaa gameeeell
Me: sorry meen m3i?
..: ya kasoola its faisal=))
Me: ohhh heyy sorry tawni agoom=))
Faisal: 9aba7 el5eer<33
Me: 9aba7 elnoorr:$ aysh 3ndk mstlj 3al9ub7?:$
Faisal: gomi gomi '3sli wjhk w ef6ri w 7aki omik tgoolik
Me: haah?;o
Faisal: yalla yalla bbbbbyyyeee
Me: wwaait!!
Faisal: shhhh byeee;)

I stood up and washed my face, brushed my teeth, and went downstairs,

Me: 9aba7 el5air.
Mama: 9abaaa7 elnoooooorrr
Me: keef el7aal??
Mama: fr7ana marrrrrrrraa
Me: aysh 3indkom??
Mama:..

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Chapter 3- Part 2

This chapter is dedicated to @bjj_20 thank you basma! and thank you all for your support! love you all<3

previously:

Faisal: 6mnini lamma td5li<3
Me: 6yb, bye<3
Faisal: m3 elsalama<3

I got out of the car and entered the house..
there was blood everywhere!!!

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I started screaming 'mom' 'dad' there was no response! I started crying and crying I couldn't stand so I fell on the floor. I called my mom's phone several times.. till the 100th time she answered,

Mom:
samaherrrr!!!
Me:
mamaaaaa weeenkkom!!!
Mama:
xx hospital!!!
Me:
6ybb im coming!!

I called the driver and went to the hospital, I saw my mom sitting on the chair holding her head,

Me:
mamaaaaahh!!!

and I hugged her so tight ;(

Mama:
abook faj2h gaam y6rsh ( throws up) dmm;(
Me:
keeeff??
Mama:
ma 3ndi ay fikraa:(
Me:
6yb keef 7alu el7een??
Mama:
ma a3rf lissa ma shft el doctor:(
Me:
6yb 5alaa9 relax akeed ma feeh shyy:(

she lied her head on my chest, we were waiting for 5 minutes and the doctor came,

Doctor:
alsalam 3laikom.
Me:
wa 3alaikom alsalam
Mama:
haaa bshrrr:(??
Doctor:
entom alxx?
Mama:
eewa?
Doctor:
el7amdilla ma feeh shay saleem, bs feeh shy baseeee66 el7een r7 yt3afa inshallah
Me&Mama:
elll7777777aammmdddiiillaaaaahhhhh
mom asked:
6yb ngdr nshoofa?
Doctor:
assef la, bukra r7 y6l3 inshallah.
Me:
6yybb shukran doctor!

then he left,
Me:
mama glti l25wani?
Mama:
la la tgooli l27d mnhom!
Me:
5ala9 6yb

then I got a whatsapp notification,

-whatsapp-
Faisal:
samaher weenk?
Me:
hina
Faisal:
aaysh feek?

I thought he saw me at the hospital!

Me:
ummm ma feeni shy, why?
Faisal:
l2ni glt lk t6mnini wala kalamteni, 9ayer shy?
Me:
sorry nseet:(
Faisal:
r7 at9l ok?
Me:
ok bs dgeega!
Faisal:
ok

Me:
mama tabeen shay min el cafeteria?
Mama:
la shokran
Me:
6yb tra 7roo7
Mama:
entbhi lnfsk

I was walking to the cafeteria and faisal called,

Me:
ahlan:$
Faisal:
ahleeeenn, keefk?
Me:
el7amdilla tamam w enta?
Faisal:
more than good when I heard your voice.
I laughed goofily:
heheheheheee:$

we continued speaking till,

someone:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Faisal:
samaher!!! aysh 9ayeerrr???
Me:
haahh? mafi shay
Faisal:
kl ha4a el9raa5 w tgoli mafi shayyy???
Me:
faisal ana bel hospital 3ashan baba:"(!
Faisal:
hhaahh?? keeeff? shloon??weeen???
Me:
xx hospital:"(!!!!!
Faisal:
 jaaaay el7eeen!!!

so after 11 minutes he came, and I told him everything! the doctor came,

Doctor:
..

aysh gaaaaall???
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Chapter 3

Noura: samaher..
Me: yeah?!
Noura: there is that guy looking at you..
Me: where?
Noura: right side..

when i looked, it was..

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it wasn't faisal=)) it was my cousin,

Aziz: ahlan samaher!
Me: ahleen keefik:)!
Aziz: tamam w enti?
Me: fine.
Aziz: yallah ma wdi a6wl 3lekom
I whispered: you wasted 1 minute of my life.

we ate and went home at 9, I was supposed to sleep but.. I was talking to faisal till 2AM!! his voice marra y5rfn! marra cute huff kl kalamah jameel:3!

next morning,
Mama: yallah gooommiii!! 9aar li sa3a agwmik! bt9eren om w enti kaslanaa!!
Me: 5alaa9 6yyb;o!

I did my morning routine and went to eat breakfast alone cause I was late..
mom came while I was eating,
Mama: aish rayik tt'3di m3 faisal?
Me: umm la 6ab3an:|!
Mama: leh!
Me: musta7eelll!!
Mama: lesh musta7eel!
Me: tara bs ams shftu!
Mama: y3ni ma tshofina ll abd? soso lazim tt3wdi 3leeh!
Me: ana mu 9a'3eera tsameni soso.
Mama: la t'3ayri elsalfa:)! b7aki ommo!
Me: 6yb 5ala9:)

so faisal whatsapped me and told me he's picking me up at 4, marra awkward wa'63i rn.
I took my chanel bag:

Mary Jane heels:

applied simple makeup, wore my abaya and waited him to whatsapp me,

-whatsapp-
Faisal: jahza?
Me: eewa
Faisal: yallah ana bara

I was really nervous! elli maraa!! ma adri wsh aswi, I felt like escaping;(!!

Me: mama ana 6al3a el7een:(
Mama: yallah rbi y7f'6k, ay shay y9eer klmeni<3
Me: 6yb:(!

I quick hugged her and went, when I entered the car there was the most flowery smell;o! ma kanu sayarat walad.

Me: alsalam.
Faisal: wa 3alaykom elsalam:*
I smiled and said: kaifk?:$
Faisal: el7amdillah w enti keef 7alk?
Me: 7amdillah:$

I wanted to distract myself with anything! so I took my phone out of my bag and entered my close friends group on whatsapp (Noura, Manal, Johara, Fai)

Me: giirrrrllsss im so nervous ma a3rf aish asawi:(
Manal: why? whats wrong?
Me: ma glt lkom:(
Fai: aish?
Me: wait.. aish mgawemkom?
Fai? we're revising for our test. goli aish 3indik?
Me: im out with my fiancé :(!
Manal: aiiisshhh!!!
Fai: meeeen hooowaa????
Me: gbl la arj3 mom galat li jani 56eeb w ams kant elshofa w elyom mom tgool li 3ashan tt3wdi 3liih e6l3i m3u:(
Manal: leish ma glti lna!
Me: Juju w noura ydru, 5ft ma ttgblon elfkra:(!!
Fai: e7naa 5awatk! elmafroo'6 tgoli!
Me: im sorry;(
Manal: 5ala9 mu mushkela, anyways etrki jawalk el7een ygol wsh 4ii elbnt
Me: okay bye:(
Fai: tc<3
Me: you too<3

so I guess faisal understood that im nervous.

Faisal's P.O.V:

she was really nervous, her hand was shaking and she typed really fast! I wanted to break the silence,

Me: ummm ween wdik nt'3ada?
samaher: huh?
Me: ween wdik nt'3ada=))?
samaher: ooohh ummm aa ay makan..
Me: ween mshtahya?
samaher: aa madri..
Me: 6yb wsh mshtahya?=))

I literally was investigating with her=))

Samaher's P.O.V:

I was afraid e4a golt makan ygool tmoon aw akl ygool mafjoo3a  aw askt ygool bzr:(! so grrt awareeh the real me:3!

Me: mshtahya kabab:3!
Faisal: okay=))

6ool el6reeg w ana a6al3 elshar3:c I still haven't seen his face:c!!!
we arrived to the restaurant and sat on a table and ordered. I NEED TO SEE HIS FACE.

Faisal: eewa w keef el7aal?

I looked at him.
pretty hazel eyes.
black hair.
a bit muscular body.
fair skin.
pinkish cheeks.
red lips.
ughhhh. I cant.

Faisal's P.O.V:

I saw her eye to eye.
she looked really beautiful. face on an innocent. cant wait to marry her. im having a bright future with her for sure.

we stayed for one minute looking at each other and overthinking. I guess it called love at first sight.

Samaher's P.O.V:

when I realized that one minute passed with this awkwardness.

I looked down and said: tamam!

OUR FACES TURNED INTO A TOMATO.

we ate and everything,

-in the car-

Faisal: oh oh this song is dedicated to you!
he looked at me and turned the volume louder,


ما ابي شي.. انا جدا قنوع..
ما ابي الا انت.. و كلك لو سمحت..
ما ابي اموال و ترف.. ما ابي اغلى الجواهر..
ما ابي قصور و تحف ولا تحكمني مظاهر..
انت عندي اغلى من كل ماس..
انت اجمل مصير و غيرك ما ابي..
كلك احساس و شعور و انت بالحب صادق..
ممتلي شوق في زمن ما صدق كل عاشق..
يشهد الله انك اسعدتني..
جيت و احييتني و صار قلبي بخير..
انسى انساك و خلاص ولا يمكن احاول..
انا لا عمري خلص يمكن  تقدر تجادل..

Me: awwwwwwwwwwwhhhh faiiisssaaalll :'(:'(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he smiled and hugged me. he wasn't supposed to hug me bs yallah 3adi my future husband.
I hugged him back.. his hug is soooooooo ugghhhh:''''''(((!!!!!!!!!!

he whispered: allah la y7rmni mnik.

Faisal's P.O.V:

I started doing things idk keef tjra2t! bs I seriously liked her! I never hugged someone as I hugged her from the deepest of my heart.

she is the one I want.

Samaher's P.O.V:

a7su kaan player ;c! mu m3goola ysawi ki4a bel second day;c! bs mdriiiii;c!!! I wont judge him till I know him very well;c!

my phone rang and it was mom..

Me: sami
Mama: weenik!!
Me: uummm 6al3a?!
Mama: bsssrrr3aaa ta3aliii!!
Me: whats wrong!!
Mama: ta3..

w skrt:|!!!

Me: ummm fai9al?
Faisal: sami?
Me: aa lazim arj3 elbeet bsr3a..
Faisal: oooh 6yb;(
Me: im really sorry bs idk aish 9ayer;(
Faisal: mu mushkela n6l3 marra thanya;*

he drove as fast as he can!
when we were at the front door of my house,

Faisal: 6mnini lamma td5li<3
Me: 6yb, bye<3
Faisal: m3 elsalama<3

I got out of the car and entered the house..
there was blood everywhere!!!

Guess what was wrong!!
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Madhawi: Samaher ta3ali:)!
Me: umm yes?
Madhawi: ..:)

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Madhawi: ya 7ayawana el3yaal yrk'6oon waraaak:)=))!
Me: come on bs wa7ed-.-
Madhawi: youre 18 mstw3baa:)?
Me: wsh asawi e4a omik tabi tgl3ni?
Mama: shf:)! ha4a w ana ahtam b ma9la7tk!
Me: bala dalaaaa3333:$
Madhawi: almohem mta elshoofa?
Me: madriiii:(!!
Mama: b3d bukra?
madhawi: eee eee!
Me: b9eeeeeee7777:(!!!
Deema: wsh elsalfa?
Me: nothing:)
Mama: yallah damah nothing nothing=))
Deema: who cares?

w she went=))

Madhawi: fa'6i nafsk b3d bukra!
Me: okaaaayyy:(
Mama: 3ndk fostaan 6yb?
Me: madriiiii:(! bukra atdrb w kl shy?:(
Madhawi: eee ee !
Mama: goli lnoura tji!
Me: akeed-.-

so the day passed normally. next day I woke up at 2PM and noura was yelling..

Noura: SAMAHER WAKE UP LAZY ASS! YALLAH YOU ARE BUSY TODAY!
Me: noura shut up. youre making me nervous.
Noura: wake up w enti sakta:)!
Me: okay im awake!
Noura: good:3!

I woke up and washed my face and brushed my teeth. ate breakfast, then..

Noura: wear that one.

she pointed at the highest heel ever:|!

Me: wsh asawi feh 4aa?
Noura: elbseeh 3ashan ttdrbeen:)!
Me: bksr rask feeh.
Noura: shut up.
Me: you too.

she gave me a tray filled with glasses with water.

Noura: practice yallah!
Me: WTH BYNKB!
Noura: just practice!
Me: okay:(

we practiced all day long.

Next day, they were supposed to come at 4PM..
For sure I couldn't sleep! so at 2PM I ate lunch and took a shower, waved my hair and wore..

Dress:

 

Heel:

I think its perfect, wbu?:3

so I went down the stairs and everyone's eyes were looking at me;'(!

Mama: 3arosatna el7lwa;")!!
Me: lessa ma shft elwalad.
Mama: 3ady ;")!

Noura's P.O.V:

the most gorgeous girl I have ever seen. she looked really beautiful. I cant explain how sexy she was.

Samaher's P.O.V:

that moment when I saw Noura's eyes filled with tears.. I couldn't hold myself.

Madhawi: DONT CRY! YOULL RUIN YOUR MAKEUP!!!
Me: okaaay:'(

I didn't know why is she tearing! is it tears of joy or what?

Mama: jaw jaw! lamma agool lk tjii tjii okaaay?

these words brought me butterflies in my stomach. I never been nervous that much.
Madhawi brought the b5oor and started with my hair then my dress..
after few minutes mom came. I took the juices and went..

I entered and it felt like someone turned my vibrating on. I started shaking nonstop. I sat beside my mom:(=))

His mom: ahlan samaher keeefk?;)
Me: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa el7amdel..

the words aren't going out of my mouth:(=))!!

His mom: keef elmadrasa?;)
Me: ahh7mm 7amdellah..

she asked about everything and im like "aaaaaa 7amdellah" :(=)))))
then..:)

Mama: haa wdkom tg3don l7alkom?

OH SHIT SHE ISNT SAYING ITTT:(!!!! MABBBIIIIIIIIIII!!!

she whispered: yalla goli lah yji m3k.
i whispered: mabi.

55555zzzzztttnnniiiiiiiihhhhhh -typical Saudi moms-

I stood up goofily for 30 seconds, i was really shy i was looking at the floor the whole time!:(=))

i said shyly: tf'6l..

a9lan i don't think he heard me-.-
so he stood up and we sat together.

Faisal's P.O.V:

I saw the prettiest, softest, and most beautiful woman in the whole universe. she was so shy! i was too:( she seems stupid though=)) but i think i like her.. imagine waking up every morning facing this pretty face<3!
I decided to start the conversation cause she wont talk for the whole time:)=))

Me: umm keef eldrasa?
Samaher: tamam.

Samaher's P.O.V:

he started the conversation and i totally forgot to pour him Arabic Coffee! so i stood up and took the trms and i started my fahawa till i filled the fnjaall:(!!!!! i left it beside and took another fnjaal and gave him:(=))
he touched my hand accidently, MY HANDS WERE FREEZED AS HELL! !

Faisal: ummmmm brdana?..
Me: aaaa l2aaa..

then we started talking, i kept my eyes on the floor, and he looks at me then the floor.. it was literally awkward.

when they finally went,

Me: 333333AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Noura: muzzaaa wella laaa??
Me: ha4a elly hmk:)?
Noura: elshr3 7ll arba3:3
Me: eee jrbi.
Noura: ammmzzzaaaa7777:(
Me: mn el7aya ma shft wjhh:(
Noura:7mara:)
Me: koli tbin 76i nfsk mkaanii
Noura: wallah kaan gzeetah gz:)
Me: eeeee enshaaallaaahh-.- yallah bgoom ast5eer.

est5rt and everything, wore casual pants and shirt, and sat with my parents,

Baba: haa est5rti?
Me: eewa
Baba: wish t7sen?
Me: madriiiiiiii:(
Baba: r7 a36ek rgmo w i4a 7seti klmeh;)
Me: laaaaa marra yfshllllll:(
Baba: sunnat al7ayaah<3

he gave me his number,

Me: r7 a6l3 m3 Noura:(
Baba: antbho l2nfskm<3
Me: enshallah:(

i kissed his forehead and went back to my room,

Me: esm3i 5l n6l3
Noura: ween?
Me: madri m63m or anywhere
Noura: yallah!

we entered the car and asked the driver to go to chilies cause i was craving it;(

Noura: yallah taw knt asthbl 3shan fi ahlik. tell me, wdik feeh? 7seteeh 7leel? goli!
Me: shklh 7leel bs madri:(
Noura: samaher mafi madri ma madri! klmeeh w t3rfo 3ala b3'6, manto m'39oben 3la b3'6! mu mushkla e4a ma 3jbk!
Me: 6yb:(

-whatsapp-
Me: Ahlen.
Faisal: meen?
Me: samaher
Faisal: ooooohh ahleeen
Faisal: keef 7alik?
Me: b5eer, u?
Faisal: el7amdellah

i looked at noura with a straight face,

Noura: haa wish glto?
Me: marra awkward.. mafi shy ngoola..
Noura: =))))))) mabzaraaa
Me: shut up enti elbzr:)

then i got a whatsapp notification,

Faisal: umm wsh btsawen elyoom?
Me: al7een 6al3a m3 noura
Faisal: meen noura?
Me: my close friend
Faisal: oohh ween?
Me: chilies, u?
Faisal: abad wallah ga3ed m3 el3yaal b café
Me: oh zain

Me: y7gg m3i 4aaa?:)
Noura: why?
Me: bs ys2l w ybi tfa9eel:)
Noura: ya 7ayawana jay y56bk w ma tbeena y3rf wsh tsaween?=)))
Me: 7ta law:)
Noura: en6mi, e7mdi rbk ja wa7ed y56bk:)
Me: 6yyyybb:(

Faisal's P.O.V:

i didn't want us to stop talking;( plus, idk what to say;( but what can i do?

Samaher's P.O.V:

we arrived to chilies, sat, and ordered. they brought the food and while we were eating,

Noura: samaher..
Me: yeah?!
Noura: there is that guy looking at you..
Me: where?
Noura: right side..

when i looked, it was..

guess who it is!
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